Bang!!

Maafkan

Ketika kata maaf tidak cukup..
Tidak cukup untuk memperbaiki sebuah kesalahan..
Ketika usaha kita tidak cukup..
Tidak cukup baik untuk orang lain..
Apa yg harus dilakukan?
Apa yg harus dibenahi?

Ketika rasa takut melanda setiap malam..
Takut akan kehilangan seorang yg baik, yg setia menemani, yg sabar menghadapi..
Ketika air mata jatuh setiap malamnya..
Tidak bisa merubah kesalahan yg telah terjadi..
Kepada siapa harus mengadu?
Kepada siapa bisa bernaung?
Kepada siapa bisa berlindung?

Ketika hati terasa sakit..
Memikirkan tidak bisa berbuat apa-apa..
Ketika pikiran sudah tidak lagi fokus..
Memikirkan betap fatal kesalahan yg diperbuat..
Seberapa besar usaha untuk meminta maaf?
Seberapa dalam sedih yg terpancar?

Maaf…
Maafkan…

Posted
1 year ago
chibird:

I feel like a lot of our stress comes from things that may seem important at the time, but really aren’t a year down the road.

chibird:

I feel like a lot of our stress comes from things that may seem important at the time, but really aren’t a year down the road.

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Posted
1 year ago

The Scientist

Come up to meet you, tell you I’m sorry
You don’t know how lovely you are
I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart

Tell me your secrets
And nurse me your questions
Oh let’s go back to the start
Running in circles
Coming up tails
Heads on a silence apart

Nobody said it was easy
It’s such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing
At numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science
Science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart

Tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles
Chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it’s such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I’m going back to the start

Posted
1 year ago
9gag:

Vaadhoo Island, Maldives

9gag:

Vaadhoo Island, Maldives

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Posted
1 year ago

Too guilty to feel

Maaf, maaf untuk semuanya. Gak pernah maksud bikin lo kesel ataupun jengkel. Maaf kalau terkesan gue banyak menuntut. Gak pernah menjurus ke hal itu. Maaf kalau gue suka memperbesar suatu masalah, karena gue gak nyaman dengan hal itu. Maaf untuk hari ini, sangat teramat maaf. Entah hal yg mana yg bikin lo marah, gue cabut sekolah tanpa bilang ke lo atau karena masalah miss communication tadi siang..

Gak perlu diperpanjang untuk masalah hari ini, ini total salah, epic fail. Gue pun belom sms lo untuk ngucapin 1 kata sakral itu, “maaf”. Gue takut lo udah terlalu capek ngadepin sikap gue. I’m sorry I’m difficult. I’m sorry for being to hard to understand about the whole things. I’m sorry for being such a mess. And I’m sorry for screwed things up. Entah apa yg harus gue minta tolongin lagi dari lo, tolong maafin? Mungkin udah bosen juga kali lo. Tolong ngertiin? Tolong pahamin? Sekalian aja tolong keluarin jantung lo dari badan. Maaf… Maaf…

Maaf.

Posted
1 year ago
guaiva:

stay sassy   ❤ liked on Polyvore

guaiva:

stay sassy ❤ liked on Polyvore

(Source: alehrai)

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Posted
1 year ago

Hsptlzd

Sometimes, it’s better if I were hospitalized. Again. No, it’s not that I’m not grateful for the health God’s been given to me. I just thought that it would be a really “nice” last choice for now. I know it was bad, shows that I’m not being grateful for His berkah. But I can’t keep that choice out of my mind, it sounds like being hospitalized is really relaxing. Say what? Yes, I’m serious. I am. Being hospitalized, me, being in a room, alone, so quiet, so calm, far away from the people that I hurt and the people who hurt me, out from all mind and thoughts about shit in this world, about love, about school, about anything that could possibly happened, out of reach, all you gotta do is just laying on the bed, fighting against the illness, the pain you feel. Well, that’s better if we compare it with the heartache from people around us, rite? I sometimes wonder, if I were hospitalized once more, who will care about me? Who will come to see me? Who will stay up all night just to accompany me? I can’t stand this feeling anymore, the feeling of sad, mad, angry, dissatisfied, disappointed, crushed, down, with everyone around me. In hospital? I’ll have a doctor and some nurse take care of me, no matter what I say, however, they will be there for me. I don’t understand this, I know it, I feel it, but I don’t understand somehow. 

Posted
1 year ago
chibird:

A little animation when you’re feeling down. ^^

chibird:

A little animation when you’re feeling down. ^^

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Posted
1 year ago

:-)

I
LOVE
YOU

Like never before…

Posted
1 year ago
funnyordie:

Cat. Leash. Dress.This is a cat in a dress on a leash. Nothing you see today will make less sense. 

LOL

funnyordie:

Cat. Leash. Dress.

This is a cat in a dress on a leash. Nothing you see today will make less sense. 

LOL

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Posted
1 year ago